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About Me Member Shadow Deviant ilietoyou15/Female/Unknown Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Devious Journal Entry

Mon Jul 7, 2003, 2:11 PM
I wrote a poem called Darkness that I will submit, when deviant art lets me. Tomorrow, hopefully, I am going to Hershey Park with Shannon and Donna *yay*. Which means no sleep right? Right. It's okay, time with them is worth it. I don't know how I feel, really. Most of the time I feel okay, and I'm eating again now. Not that I wasn't eating before, I would just think of something sad mid-eating and stop. I lost some weight so I'm trying to gain it back. Everyone says I'm getting too skinny and I guess they're right, I want to please them and I don't want to make myself sick. It's just hard sometimes, to eat when you're sad. Then again, it's mostly when I see them, or when I think I will. It's this sudden sharp pain in the pit of my stomach. You don't belong. It was all lies. You are a stupid girl. What an obnoxious subject to settle on, the heartache of a lost love and a poor girl left in the dark. My mother said it was the saddest breakup story she ever heard. Donna said she cried, because she was there when it happened, and she didn't want my world to fall apart. Apart of it did, the part where I couldn't live without a person, but the strong part of me still lives. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Or does it only make us weaker for the next fight?

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: in my crazy head
  • Interests: writing, reading, sleeping
  • Favourite movie: the virgin suicides, white orleander
  • Favourite band or musician: t.a.t.u
  • Favourite genre of music: rockish techno
  • Favourite poet or writer: nostalgic star
  • Personal Quote: things change
  • Tools of the Trade: depression and ecstatica

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:iconcrzysweety:
ouch! that would hurt!

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:iconangelbebe707:
i knew you couldnt stay away for long ;) (Wink) . i burned my boobs....
:iconcrzysweety:
hidy ho jessie! hehe

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:iconcrzysweety:
hello :) (Smile) welcome to DA! ummm...do i know you? i was just wondering b/c you commented on my journal. i see you know donna! well i must be going. ill check out your poem later babe, ok? hehe buh bye

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Shooting stars and daffodils
Are all nice things to see
Crimzon streams and razor blades
Bring us back to reality

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